I cannot question that there is a God. Everything within me, and the universe around me, says there is order and objectivity. This tells me that there is something or someone who is Supreme. As a starting point I shall call Him God.
Moses was introduced to Him as being the “I am”--the power or presence of one who does not change. I shall accept Him as such. This, of course, means that what I think is a change in relation to God, is really, not a change at all; rather it is an enlargement of my understanding of God. Obviously, my first aim is to know God.
There is no text about Him other than the Bible, so I will read the Bible.
Immediately I have trouble. I am aware of so many different beliefs regarding the Bible, and each one claims to be right. How can I be sure? Perhaps the best thing is to disregard them all. I do not just want to know about a church, I want to know about God.
The reading in the Bible is not like our language today; it’s rather difficult to understand, but if I read thoughtfully, I shall surely understand something of what it is saying.
More troubles! Where shall I start? The Bible is quite a big volume--New Testament or Old, Psalms or the Proverbs, the Gospels or the Epistles? Inasmuch as I want to learn the first things, why not start at the beginning and see what develops.
The very first thing I read is what I’m told is the story of creation. As I read it, I’m impressed with what I call the “naivete” of it. Such simple and preposterous statements: God said, “Let there be light; and there was light.” All these other things that God created and made--the earth, the sea, the skies, the animals, the vegetation, and man--why, science can’t even explain how to make a blade of grass! Am I supposed to just let it go with, the terse statement, “God made it?” Well, let’s consider: I'm reading the Bible to learn about God. If it’s to do me any good, I must believe it.
When I think of the wonders that science has told me is locked in the atom, I am amazed. And then when I look at the Bible and I learn that God made all these things, I stand in awe of His ability. I study science and I find that as far as man can probe, all matter is the same. I study the Bible and I learn that God made it all.
I think of man and what medical science has discovered about him. He is the most complex organism I know. When I think of the eyes that enable me to see, and all the various shades of the spectrum have distinction, I think how wonderful this body is. I think of the ears, of taste, of touch, of the precise mechanical engineering evidenced in weights and proportions, of leverages and structures, of temperature control--this body is truly amazing.
But this simple story about the beginning of things tells me that God made me. So I stop and think about that. If, God made me, then He knows all about me. There are no wonders or mysteries to Him--He made me. There is no mystery to Him in all the universe because He made it.
What a revelation of God! I wanted to learn about Him and I certainly have. Here is a power that staggers my imagination--someone who knows all about everything, who can do all things. Yes, I have learned something about God. One thing I must remember, I learned this because I listened to the Bible. When I listened to man with all his fancies and theories, I was impressed with the logic of his reasonings; but always I stumbled because somewhere I always found incompleteness. One thing for sure though, I always ended with the feeling that man was pretty sharp to figure all these things as well as he did. But, I might as well face this, I didn’t learn about God by listening to man.
So, I listen to the Bible. I like it! Just a simple statement--“God made all things.” It’s as though He were saying: “No need to tell the details of how I made them, you wouldn’t understand anyway.” The one thing I see by reading (and believing) the Bible is that God is the greatest --He is over all. I’m just one of the many things He has made.
When I think about this, I become over-awed and feel that I am far too insignificant to approach unto God, or how can He be mindful of me? But then I read on.
He made me as I am with passions, with emotions, with feeling. And He provided for them. He said it is not good for man to be alone--so He made woman.
I’ve learned another thing about God. Not only did He make me, but He is aware and mindful of my needs. He knew that I was of a different nature and would require companionship of like nature, and so He made woman for me. This shows me that He is a loving God; and even though I am just one of His creatures, He has considered my needs.
Then another thing I read: He doesn’t leave man alone. I read that He walks and talks with man in the cool of the evening.
I look again to my emotions, the way I have learned myself. How relaxing and satisfying to have friendship and fellowship in the cool of the evening--to be busy all day and taste of satisfying tiredness, and then to be refreshed by the companionship of an understanding true Friend! I think that this God I’m learning about by reading the Bible must be pretty wonderful and compassionate. I never learned Him as such by listening to people.
Certainly man does not seem to have this relationship with God today--how come? I’ll read some more in the Bible.
God required certain things of this man that He made, not much; but it seems to be significant. God gave man a good bit of authority. He said, “Here’s the earth, it’s yours. Subdue it.” There was just one thing in which he was cautioned.
There was a tree that they were told not to touch or to eat the fruit of. Everything else was all right. That didn’t seem like too un¬reasonable a thing to ask. God even told man what would happen if he did touch this tree. He said that man would die.
Well, I read on in the Bible, and I find that man did eat of the fruit of this tree. Now here’s a basic problem. All my life I've heard that man’s trouble in the Garden was disobedience. But somehow, as I read the Bible, I don’t feel that this is true. It seems to me that the basic problem is a little deeper than just disobedience. I see a complete disregard for what God said--a disregard for His Word. Here was a man and his woman, made by God; they had all things by God.
They talked with Him “in the cool of the evening,” the Bible says, and yet they had no regard for what He told them.
They were aware of what He said, because they reiterated His words to Satan. But they just disregarded it completely.
This is a real serious thing! I can understand the actions of someone who shows disregard for something or someone; I see it about me everyday. You disregard someone because you consider them unimportant. Maybe if you come right down to it, you might agree that maybe they are. O.K.; but always when you find disregard, you will find that there is something more important to the individual doing the disregarding, than the thing he is disregarding.
That’s what happened in the Bible. God wasn’t important enough to pay that much attention to; this created man found something he thought was more important.
It was just that man wanted something. Having his way in regard to what he wanted was more important than paying attention to what God had said. At least that’s the way it reads in the Bible. It says, “Now when Eve saw the fruit, that it was pleasant to the eye, and it was good for food, and that it was desired to make one wise, she did reach forth her hand and took of the fruit, and did eat thereof.” Boy, if that isn’t having your own way, I don’t know what is! Something seems pleasant, it’s good, and you desire it.
What more natural thing then to take it, especially when it’s offered to you. But in order to take it you have to disregard the one who made you and provides for you and who cares for you. Now that’s a pretty low thing to do, isn’t it? I’ve obeyed a lot of people that I don’t have respect for. I was in a position that I had to obey them or suffer the consequences. A lot of people are obeying God that way. That’s not the best thing. I’m glad I read the Bible, because I’ve seen that my desire enters into the picture--not just obedience. I’ve obeyed a lot of people because I’ve respected them; I know them; I know they have authority for their words. I think that’s the way God wants us to obey Him.
It seems to me that this is the only reason for obedience as far as God is concerned. But, there are so many people who think they are obeying God, and who think that their obedience is acceptable, yet they are obeying because they are scared stiff. There doesn’t seem to be any awareness of the kindness, and compassion of this God of the universe. .
The reason I read the Bible is because I want to KNOW God. How can I say I know Him if I don’t regard the things I read? This God is great. He has made all things. There is no mystery that He does not understand. He made me and provided for me. He has indicated that He has left me the choice of honoring Him. I can listen to what He says and respect it; or I can disregard Him completely. Of course, this doesn’t please Him. But even here I learn more about Him. I learn more about His care and greatness as I read on. And that’s what I want to do, learn about God. So I'm going to read on. Are you still with me? I believe that it is pretty easy to see how great God is; and if I look at the Bible for just what it says, I can see that God cares and will provide for me. I certainly have no doubt in my mind that the sin of mankind is simply summed up in the obeying of his own will rather than the will of God. I’m convinced that this happens solely because man chooses to disregard God and follow his own desires.
There is another thing that I must get straight. Is God truthful? I suppose some would be quite disturbed to entertain a thought like that, but let’s look at it this way: Either God is a liar or man is a liar, or man is once again disregarding what God has to say. Every fiber of my make-up says that God is not a liar. The very fact that He is God means that He cannot lie. Even heathens know that. But there is one basic thing I have to establish before I can really learn very much about God.
Here is the situation: I’ve been reading in the Bible that God told man if he ate of this particular tree he would die. It reads this way: “The day that you eat of it ye shall surely die.” The Serpent contradicted this and said, “Ye shall not surely die.” Now, I have the choice of believing one of two things; either the Serpent or God. One or the other of them is lying.
As far as I can see, there was no difference in man’s existence after he ate the fruit than there was before. He still was breathing, he could still talk, move, see, feel, etc. Now according to my knowledge of life, these people were still alive. That seems to make the devil true and God a liar. But this I cannot even conceive. If God is a liar, He is no God, and there has to be an authoritative order to things. This Authority is God.
So, let’s look a little bit further. We find something that is very important. It’s about these people, Adam and Eve.
Their attitude was changed, and they began to see new things. For one thing, they could see that they were naked.
They knew what they could do to take care of that. The work of their hands served to provide them a covering--not a very durable and lasting one, but a cover nevertheless.
The change of attitude is evidenced when God appeared and called them. They hid! Before they never had anything to hide as far as they knew. Now they were acutely aware of their flesh, and they sensed there was something wrong.
If God said that they would die the day they ate of this fruit, I must believe it. There seems to be evidence that the Serpent was right, but things don’t quite jibe. Let’s look at this carefully. One of the things the Serpent said was-- “Your eyes will be opened.” They were. That was a true statement. The Serpent also said, “You will know good from evil.”--Gen 3:5. That too was so. God concurred with this. When man was driven from the Garden of Eden, God said, “He has become as one of us to know good and evil.”--Gen 3:22. These statements of the Serpent have not contradicted God at all. But this other one is a clincher. God said, “Adam you will die;” Satan says, “You won’t die.” Until a fellow gets this straight in his mind, he will never go very far with the understanding of the Word.
I think that this must be resolved without the help of the rest of the Bible. Here is the basic thing that must be settled, “Am I going to believe God, when actually my physical senses tell me that there is more logic to the arguments of Satan, or am I going to believe Satan?” If I believe God--really believe Him (not just say with the mouth I believe Him, and then inside of me lean to my own understanding), I’m going to believe Him in the face of the opposition of all my senses. Another thing, if I’m going to believe Him, I’m going to seek out reasons to believe Him.
If Satan should present to me ten reasons for something, and nine of them agree with God’s Word, but one of them does not, I’m going to see him as a sly, deceitful, cunning liar; and I’m not going to listen to him at all. He can’t be trusted as to which point is a lie. He is completely unreliable.
God said that man was going to die “in the day” that he ate of the fruit. O.K., so he died. What evidence do I see of this? The only thing I see is that his attitude changed and he couldn’t face God.
An attitude is characteristic of the spirit within an individual. When a person’s attitude changes within him, it is basically because his spirit has changed. Therefore, I can see that something happened to Adam and Eve as far as their spirit was concerned. The change that they evidenced was not in the physical realm, it was in the Spiritual realm.
This teaches me a lesson. When God says something, He means it. His Word IS truth (John 17:17). It teaches me not to look to the physical things because those things are obviously the things Satan will point out to prove his point.
It teaches me to look to Spiritual things. I will see these things evidenced FIRST in my attitude and THEN my actions.
Another thing: a real big thing--when God said that man would die when he ate this fruit, He was evidently referring to the Life of His Spirit, not to his flesh. Now, if man was made in the “image” and “likeness” of God and God is Spirit, then this Spirit Life in man must be the Spirit of God. Without God’s Life in Adam’s spirit, Adam’s spirit would die.
So, as I read the Bible, and look at what it says, I’m beginning to get a pretty clear picture of what man should really be. I see what happened to separate him from that state of original creation (sin separates).
Now, the final question: DID GOD LIE? Of course He didn’t. It’s only when we look at physical things that we cannot see the truth of God. This means that the Life of God is a Spiritual Life; and if we do not have His Spirit, we do not have the Life of God, we are dead.
The realization suddenly dawns upon us that we were created to have the Life of God within us and that we are NOT complete without it (Col. 2:10). To go through this physical life (life?) with no more hope than that contained in the flesh is a most dis¬couraging outlook. We need the Spirit of God.
We can’t stop reading the Bible now. We must find what kind of provision has been made for us. After all, MAN, the REAL man, shall not LIVE by bread alone.