Jesus taught that the way to real freedom was to deny one’s self. Please notice that he did not say to discipline self but to absolutely deny the existence of it.
There is a very definite difference between self-discipline and self-denial. Many people are disciplining themselves when Jesus asked that this self be completely done away with or renounced, not just controlled (Rom. 6:11).
Here is what is wrong with self-discipline. To discipline something, I must first recognize the existence of it (the first wrong move), and then purpose to control the actions or expressions that I do not like (the second wrong move). In doing this, I lose my consciousness of God, become distracted, and lost in my very attempt. This is of Satan. It is what Paul spoke of when he said, “Some religious acts have a form of godliness, but deny the power thereof.” How do they deny the power thereof? They deny the power of God by attempting to do for themselves that which Christ alone can do and has done. Paul said, “If you be circumcised, Christ shall benefit or profit you nothing.” In other words, when you try by the efforts of the self you are trying to get rid of to attain unto the Spiritual state that God would have you enjoy, it is then that you remove yourself from the Grace of God and cut yourself off from His help. Read Rom. 8:3-4.
Jesus never taught that we should just discipline ourselves. This only tends to make us religious. Rather, Jesus said to absolutely deny the existence of the self that gives us so much trouble. He is saying, “Do not grapple, seek to control, and improve this self, but turn from the very thought of it and reckon it dead.” In doing these things, we only succeed in making ourselves conscious of the existence of the problem, and this consciousness overcomes us. Let us mortify the deeds of the body by the Spirit, for the body cannot overcome evil--evil must be overcome with good. That is why Jesus came.
There is a definite difference between these two words--discipline and denial, a world of difference. I am not saying that Christianity is void of discipline. This is not the denial of discipline but the discipline of denial. Jesus said that if we would find real Life, we must lose our old life.
We have been taught that it is death that makes the immediate presence of God available. “To be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord.” This is very true, but we forget the Bible has been written to the Living and not the dead, and it is now that we need this presence of God, not just some future time.
We have not understood what type of death the Word of God speaks of when He speaks of death. We have been taught that physical death is what is needed in order to loose us from our bondage and miseries. This is from Satan. The death that the Word of God speaks of here is the same one Jesus spoke of when He said, “If you want to follow me, take up your cross and then follow me.” The cross simply means death to your self. This is what brings you into all that we have been taught that pertains only to the future.
We must reckon ourselves dead indeed unto sin and Christ as our present Life. We have been told that if we could just die, then we would be complete; then we could enter into the joy of the Lord, then there would be no more sorrow, then we could obtain all that we have longed and hoped for. This is a true, but the question is, when must we die? The Bible says that it is appointed once unto man to die and then the judgment. But when is this death to go into effect? Jesus says again, “If you would find true Life, lose the one that you have and if you would follow me, take up your cross to death.” When? Now is when we want to follow Him.
Man’s idea of death and God’s idea of death differ. Man says, “Tomorrow,” Jesus says, “Today.”
Let’s look at God’s idea of Life and death. God told Adam, in the day that he was found to disobey Him, that at that day he would surely die. Adam disobeyed and Adam died. Adam’s physical body continued to live on but to God Adam was dead. This shows that God’s idea of Life and death is different than man’s. Adam died from God and began to live unto himself. Yet in the mind of God, Adam was dead. This shows that God considers no life to be real Life but His Own. Adam became separated from the Life of God.
Adam began to dwell within a new kind of consciousness, a consciousness that God did not regard, for He drove Adam and Eve from the Garden. New concepts were built upon the foundation of Adam’s understanding and yet it would be better classified as misunderstanding. Adam began to practice a new belief and yet it was unbelief. It was a belief that shut God out and did not acknowledge Him. Adam found himself subject and obedient to this new way of thinking. He became a prisoner to the carnal mind which is death (Rom.8:6).
This “sin-consciousness” has been passed down all the way from Adam and has gained preeminence in the thoughts and nature of man. It is this so-called life of self that Jesus said must be denied in order to direct man into the Life that Jesus promised. “If you would find Life, lose yours.” Man must forget his concept of life or else settle for less than he was meant to have.
Man is a procrastinator, he would postpone his freedom. He must let go of that which is closest to him or remain dead in his sins. Man has been taught by Satan to believe in his self- identity instead of God. He has learned to abide in himself and his idea of existence rather than God.
Because man believes in himself, he has found himself to be quite a problem. The only way for him to be free from himself is to deny it. God has provided Himself to fill the void. Man finds that his life is a problem because he dwells or abides within the realm of problems. He abides within the confines of materialistic thinking. He has become “problem incarnate.” He feels that he must care for this self that the world revolves around, and assume it as his responsibility. Because of fear and unbelief, he trods under foot everything and everyone that gets in his way in order to provide for this creature that he thinks he is. He is dominated by the subconscious fear of being unprovided for. He becomes a law unto himself. His law, he says, is “self-preservation.” But in all of his provisions, man cannot seem to create the deep sense of security that he longs for. He does not know that in order to feel secure he must become a child--a child of God. Man believes that self-gratification will fulfill his need when Jesus says it is self denial.
To find what Jesus promised and to find true Life, man must empty himself of his conception regarding it. The Word of Christ declared, “A man’s life does not consist or exist out of the abundance of the things that he possesses.” He said that it is not accumulation that shall bring satisfaction but renunciation. We must remember that Jesus did not say to deny ourselves things, but to go all the way and deny our very self-existence and to count it as no more. God will fill the void.
This is the death that brings the Kingdom of Heaven nigh. This is the death that establishes the Kingdom of God within us. Adam’s belief and the nature of that belief is what put the great gulf between God and man. Adam was born into a realm that was alienated and estranged from God. His life became a problem. Every man that was born after Adam’s likeness inherited spiritual death, the carnal nature. Man became dominated by his flesh.
Christ was saying that man’s old life must die before his life would cease to be a problem. This is the only way that he could get out from under the burden of himself. He must die to his self-consciousness before he ceases to be his own problem. He has a mind that is subject to problems because it itself is a part of the problem (Rom. 8:6-7).
Within the mind of God, there are no problems. God has no problems because he looks at nothing as though it were a problem. It is only the self of man that looks at his life as though it were a problem. Man believes in problems. God does not. It is only man that looks at things that are presented to his mind as though they are a problem. It is often said, “Life is all in the way you look at it.”
If you can begin to see with God’s eyes, you will see that His Life is not subject to problems. If you look at it as though your life is of this world, then you will find that your whole world is filled with problems. That is because you are beholding it through the problem-mind, the mind of man. This mind cannot see anything but problems because everything it sees is colored and tainted with the substance of its attitude.
Man was made to have the God-mind. He was not intended to have a consciousness void of God and subject to problems. His life becomes a problem only when he beholds it through reason. This is why God instructs us not to lean upon our own understanding.
In Christ we learn to do His Word, to deny ourselves and the false beliefs. We learn to believe, dwell, and abide in the place that He has prepared for us and all mankind (John 14:2, 15:4-5).
In order to find our true self, we must lose our false self. We must die to our own understanding, an understanding that is independent of God, therefore, absent the presence of God. Our new and true self is not a self that is human but Divine. The man in Christ is a partaker of the Divine nature (1 Peter 1:4). It is not a life that is physical, but Spiritual.
Man’s idea concerning God and man’s idea concerning himself must be born of the Spirit of God. We must have God’s understanding concerning himself in Christ. Man must have God’s understanding pertaining to the things of God. As man gains the true conception regarding God, he also gains the right perception concerning himself, for he finds that in Christ they are one
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